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#(*@#*&$(%!)$)!&@(!!!!!!!!! [Jun. 22nd, 2006|02:45 pm]
#^$#@&*&# @*#&##&$6 damnit damnit damnit, After spending 30 min wading through traffic to make it to the Santa Ana DMV. After going through the pain in the *Y$(*%78 lady who was too busy eating her cheese cake to be doing her job appropiately. After all that fun, i was sitting in line (again) ready and set to go. In 15 min i would have my driver's license and i would be free, free damnit. But the when i had to do the "push the breaks..." thing....

"oh I'm sorry one of your break lights is out. You can't take the test, register another appointment and try again. Sorry."

$&(@#*&$#(*& @#($*#&%^!)# WHAT... I checked... i checked them before i left. My mom and i made sure there was nothing wrong with the car before we left. So that means... THEY BROKE ON THE WAY THERE!??!?!?! GAH. God does not want me to have a license. Now i have to try again next week. WHY!!!! I was ready, that should have been it! NIooooooo
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Gah ome more time [Jun. 21st, 2006|11:44 pm]
Ok so tomorrow, i'm going to try one more happy time bloody time for that divers license. Unfortunately i have to go to the Santa Ana DMV the second hardest place to get the bloody thing. Well i'm going to try my best anyway. I'm 20 and still don't have it. Bah, no more fear of driving, no more fear of testing. I NEED that thing to do the jobs i need to move out by next year. So close.
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11 days to AX [Jun. 19th, 2006|01:40 am]
[Current Location |Home]
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |hoyhoy]

Ok, so its 11 days to AX. 11 days to make FtF posters, update a website, and prep/andor/finish 5 cosplays. AX this year will mark my first year anniversary for alot of things. If it wasn't for last years AX i probably wouldn't have met any of you or most of you right now. *looks* back... *looking back music*.... *thinking*.... *oh god*

Ya last year was awkward, but hell awkward seems to follow me anyway. Becuase i'm stupid in the course of this year i'm going to try and make up for all the years i didn't go to cons.

Some of the people who read this probably don't know it but ya i do cosplay now. *points finger at Mara*! No its a bad thing! Anyway for AX I'm doing 5 cosplays: ACE from OP, Gene Starwind from Outlaw Star (its finally done and i have red hair now) plus this time a Jim and a lovely Melfina, Roger Smith from Big O (full whiteness too), L (no more cheating, REAL L this time!) from Death Note: tea, crumpets, the works too, and finally...

I'm not Telling.

No no matter how much you nag me, or prod, i'm not telling you what my 5th cosplay is. In fact i hope no one finds out and i can get away jack didally squat with it. But if you do see me in it, please don't laugh, i'm doing it for a friend.

Well ok that's enough to do in 11 days. Here's for good time and to the best weekend of our lives.
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Homesweet home [Jun. 13th, 2006|01:36 am]
Its good to be back home. After 10 days of bus riding and a random dramas (including the hell hotel fiasco on 6606) its so nice to be back on solid ground. I miss you alls (some people here i haven't seen in more than two weeks) but i hope to see you guys during the summer. Moving on, on other news apparently a Xbox 360 and an Ipod will appear in the upcomming Transformers movie on 2007. No i don't mean they'll make an onscrean appearance, i mean they will be TRANSFORMERS. Possibly the original Soundwave (who was a tape player in the original version) will be upgraded to the Ipod*. And who knows, i'm betting the 360 will be a Deceptacon. It has to be. aside from that, the new Superman movie is supposed to be very good (with leaks comming out nearly three weeks in advance) maybe we could watch it together. Alrigh here's to the start of a great summer.
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Hey hey from Boston [Jun. 12th, 2006|12:43 am]
[Current Location |Boston]
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |Avenue Q OST]

Alirgh, its been an amazing last 10 days here on the east coast. I started off from the long beach air port on the 2ed. We landed at NYC's JFK International later that night and stayed at a great hotel in the middle of nowhere. Next day we performed at NYC at the Saint John Cathedral and then left for a small down near DC and performed there. Next day was DC day, i got to explore the capitol with a great crew. My favorite proably was the Smithsonian Aero space place. I've loved air planes since I was a kid. The next day though as six six 06 and just by coincidence we stayed at "The hotel from hell" says Orbit's.com. The crew that looked up the places we were staying in didn't look at the bios for the hotel and for that one night we got stuck in a meth recovery center. We were threated by local gangsters (after a mom scolded one for offering her kid drugs lol) people freaked out and just about no one had a good night's rest. Thankfully though the next two days were spent free time at NYC the most insane time of life for us all. I saw Avenu Q (please look them up its a great show) and got to see ground Zero and The ESB. Later we headed north to Boston to perform there and we've been in the area the last three days. Tomorrow we go home and i'll be back around 7 or so. I hope you guys have been doing well. See you all soon. -Vlad
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almost nako! [Jun. 2nd, 2006|09:25 am]
I got so close to passing my driver's test today. The lady didn't mark me down for anything wrong, but she had the honk the horn when I was making a right turn and another car in front of us turned into the same direction when we were supposed to have the right of way. Oh well~ but at least my crippling fear of taking the driver's test is gone. I'm going to take it again as soon as I can after the choir tour. Speaking of, i'm going to try and update from day to day about that. I'm leaving tomorrow from Long Beach Air Port at 7, its going to be alot of fun.

Btw, Here's to a great summer everyone~ summer 06 woo
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Weeee Back from Fanime [May. 30th, 2006|07:47 pm]
[Current Location |home]
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]

Teh ok, Fanime was quite the ride. In retrospect I would even say it was really dramatic for me. Its curious that every con i've been too so far (AX, PMX, ALA, and the this one) i somehow find myself experiencing just about the entire spectrum of emotions. The feeling of finally being at "home", the most joyful and crazy moments of my life, as well as sheer and utter loss, loneliness, frustration, and pain. One single moment really kind of summed it up for me today. On the bus ride home we had to make multiple transfers, this last one was at the Los Angeles Station to Anaheim. Well somehow we find ourselves at the very end of the line, each bus can only hold like 54 people and by the time I got it the Greyhound Staff guy said "ok one more"...

Well this was a huge problem, Steph, Jen, and Chris were already in the bus, but behind me were Deb and Evan. I realized that Deb and Evan had to go first, Deb's dad would have been mad at her for being late, and Evan was already borderline late for work. So I started yelling at the bus driver to let one of them take my spot instead.

This was one of the most surreal moments i've ever had in my boring and quite life. One of those times when although time is still chugging at its usual pace in my mind ever second became three and maybe it was just by blurry glasses but things got blurrier for a bit.

I turned around to watch them go as Deb, Evan and Chris put their stuff on the bus as they began to walk up the ramp to find their chairs. Evan and Deb kindly said "see you later Vlad". I don't think no one really heard me ask, if "can one of you guys please stay with me?". I kept asking that over and over again. "Can one of you guys please stay with me? the Next bus is comming in a bit?" But i guess the Bus Engine was loud and stuff anyway. And so they just kept going.

All i could do was just look up and stare and as they dissappread into the bus. And I started to cry. The next bus would only be 20 min away. So it really wasn't a problem. Everyone would be getting home in time, i really didn't have much to do today anyway except finish FtF stuff before I left for saturday for Choir Tour.

But for sixty seconds. I really felt alone, completly and utterly alone. Not in an Emo way mind that, but in a bitter sweet way. My mission was done, Fanime was a success the hotel room worked out and it was very nice. Except for being late a few min, everyone would be home on time. The entire weekend was a ride, things happened that made me cry and skip around in joy too. Life is good. I would be comming home to a good home with eggs and milk in the fridge, and a big fluffy bed and a dumb fluffy dog.

It still hurt though. I croutched back and looked at my orange Ace Hat as i covered my face with it. I'm sure no one cared, everyone in line had their own problems too, probably worse than mine. I'm sure everyone was probably far more tired that i was. I just didn't want anyone to see me crying, becuase men don't cry its bad.

But thankfully things turned out, after that one min, the Bus Supervisor came up to me and said told me to go. At first i didn't get it, but he kept nudging me to hurry up. It turned out there were three seats left somehow. And I was able to find one in front of Evan and Deb. I never really got the chance to talk to anyone else after that. Except for a few weak good byes and and see you laters.

I came home, put my stuff in my room (i still need to sort out my bags) and laid my head on my bed and thought to myself, "my life is rich" rich in so much. Good friends, and a quite home.
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(no subject) [May. 10th, 2006|09:28 pm]
This... is impossible! But it is... oh it is....


I have no other words but make sure you see the ending... its really him! OMG
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Almost 20 but life just got better~ [May. 6th, 2006|08:34 pm]
Today i realized something kinda amazing. I have never ever felt this good in my life. Well nothing really amazing has happened lately, bad stuff has happened. I lost my contacts today somehow, and i have to use my spares (they hurt a bit XD). I've been studying for finals this whole week and i probably will be doing so for next week as well. I've been really busy with school stuff and learning how to write a script and novel appropiately. But akin to all this normality. I feel really really good.

In a strange way i have to thank someone who probably won't read this but just in case, thank you Page. Thank your for helping me deal with the guilt and pain i've been going through. One of the most crippling things that i succumb to is if and whenever i hurt any of my friends. I do mean to, i just do stupid things all the time. Guilt crippled me, stuff that's piled up for years now. But Page, thank you, thank you thank you for setting me free from that. I.. i... realize now that you can live life with guilt but it doesn't have to cripple your mind. Guilt is supposed to keep one responsible not keep one under a rock. Thank you.

Well life ain't perfect, hell if it ever was i know something would be really wrong. But i feel really good again even though things arn't easy. Well that's ok too, becuase i'm going to try and get through things anyway. Plus i have alot of really amazing friends now. They're not perfect either, some of them are sad all the time, some of them are total jack asses, most of them are just normal hard working lazy people liek me XD. But hell they're still my friends su and i wouldnt' have it any other way. Thanks guys, you all rock alot and i'm sorry i've been kinda out of it the last few weeks. I'm, really thankful for all of you. And i'm so freak'n glad i've meet you all~
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(no subject) [May. 6th, 2006|12:02 am]
Disgaea was an awsome game, and now its an awsome anime!!! WEE exploding penguins. Speaking of WII* E three should be comming up in a few days. Woot, we can finally see what all the fuss if about and maybe even if they've redesigned the PS3. Blah blarh blahr. I'm learning how to write stories btw. An old friend of mine is training meh. I wish i could write good stories. I'm tried but i don't want to sleep. Oh i found a red tie today. yay
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